i love you,man.

he's a short-fused guy.
he can explode at the slightest of spark.

he thinks he's brad pitt.
but deep inside he knows he's ugly.

he looks strong.
but the fact is his body has had one too many accidents.

he's a bit of a menace.
but he's only being cheeky.

he hates study.
but he's trying his ass of for her.

he never had a proper girlfriend before.
no wonder he sucks as a boyfriend.

he's extremely short on money.
he couldn't shower her with gifts.

he seems indifferent.
but he's actually very jealous and protective.

he was full of pride and ego.
but he tried to change for her.

he nags.
but he just want the best for her.

he never believe in love before her.
because he failed once. badly.

he sworn never to say those three sacred words.
and she said them to her.
for him, she deserves them.

he may smile at other girls.
but they will never get through his heart.

and he may smile at other boys.
but he's definitely not a gay.

he loves her.
more than his football obsession.
more than his his prized motorbike.
more than almost anything.

he might not be the perfect match for her.
he might not be better than those she had before.
but he'll give her his best that's for sure.

he doesn't know when,
why,
how,
or even when he loves her.
he doesn't need any reason to love her.

because his heart is set on her.
his instinct said its her.
his eyes can only see her beauty.
his head can't stop thinking of her.
he is and will always be hers.

because he loves her.
only her.

rainy sunday.

You sent me a million indirects,
I caught you staring at me, we had some eye contact.
We laughed with our million inside jokes,
They laughed at us, we didn't notice.
People say that when we talk we create our very own bubble and the world around us disappears.
We both know there's something between us, something that neither of us can explain.
We know this is all true.
And then you tell me this is not meant to be,
I don't believe you, I just don't.
You just won't admit it. You just won't admit there's something. Something in life that wants us together.
But one day, you'll remember all these things and you'll look back and realize I'm the one,
And we are perfect for each other.

sunny saturday!

No matter how far I travel from you,
just know I’m always here.
My heart is always with you,
don’t you worry, don’t you fear.

I love you, with everything,
with this big whole heart of mine,
and even though you miss me,
I’m sure you will be just fine ;);)

I sit here looking at old pictures,
and it reminds me of you,
times that we shared together,
the good and the blue.

I just love you so damn much,
and it’s hard to be away,
but no space in time,
can stop me loving you today

Good morning!

Just for you :)

Every time I see you,
My heart pops out my chest,
It never stops to quit,
And never takes a rest.

My mouth begins to hurt,
From lips that smile wide,
It’s something so obvious,
And very hard to hide.

My cheeks turn rosy red,
And I start to feel the fire,
Burning through my veins,
It sings out like a choir.

My tongue begins to dry,
And I can’t find the words to say,
I get so very nervous,
And I can’t walk away.

But the moment I see you,
My happiness can’t erase,
Cause I just get so excited,
To see a smile on your face.

No matter what I say,
No matter what I do,
Nothing can change the feelings,
I have towards you.

I love you.

Testing!

I miss the times you reached for me then pulled me ever so near. I miss the times you used to say "I love you" so softly in my ear. Thinking back on how long it has been. I daily long for the time when you kiss me once again. My body aches to feel your arms holding me tight. And just knowing you are there all through the night.

Realizing we both have our own life struggles and pain. Through these days we must not let our feelings wane. Even though we talk each night and each day. My soul still aches with our being far away. I not only need you but want you with all of my heart. And pray to God for a day when we are no longer so far apart.

I am here for the long haul to see this thing out. And in hopes that you are having no doubt. Just know that I have grown to love you and always will. For there is a place in my heart that only you can fill.